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  - The Golden Key-  
 


One of my favorite stories as a child was "The Golden Key", by George MacDonald. I've decided to put it up here to share with everyone. Enjoy!

The Golden Key
By George MacDonald

There was a boy who used to sit in the twilight and listen to his great-aunt’s stories. She told him that if he could reach the place where the end of the rainbow stands he would find there a golden key.

“And what is the key for?” the boy would ask. “What is it the key of? What will it open?”

“That nobody knows,” his aunt would reply. “He has to find that out.”

“I suppose, being gold,” the boy once said, thoughtfully, “that I could get a good deal of money for it if I sold it.”

“Better never find it than sell it,” returned his aunt.

And the boy went to bed and dreamed about the golden key.

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  - Poetry? -  
 

 

Diamond Mind:
It is the mind that is clear, transparent.
Imagine a diamond in a stream of water. You could not see the diamond at all.
Like the diamond in the stream, you should be just as clear in the stream of life.
Or instead, imagine a shaft of light.
If there is nothing in it, the light is invisible.
You can only see the light when there is something there to reflect it.
Now into this shaft of light, place a diamond.
The diamond gives brilliance to the light, making it bright, colorful, shining.
Such must your mind be within the beam of life that is the now.


Untitled 1:
There are charcoal briquettes in my grill.
By the time the food for the party is prepared,
they will have become diamonds.

Untitled 2:
That which is within you and moves you,
loves
that which is around you.
Bliss.


Rocks
Searching for enlightenment is like being a man holding onto rocks on the sea floor.
Each rock he comes to, he lifts.
Some rocks contain bubbles beneath them.
Yet no rock, no matter how big the bubbles underneath, is going to allow him to breathe freely.
Let go of the rocks, learn to swim.
The air that is within you will lead you to the surface.
One day, your head will break the waves and you will breathe.

Yggsdrasil:
I am the Tree.
My sap begins in my roots, below the ground.
It slithers up my legs and rests in my stomach, or twines further up amongst my branches.
My thoughts are as leaves, spread out to catch the light from above, singing songs of joy.
If I am lucky, these thoughts will bear fruit,
fruit that is sweetened by my sap and the soft summer sun…

 
 

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  - Hello -  
 

My apologies for the lack of new posts.

I am working on a new story, as it's been too long since I've put up some writing here. I've also got a few new art pieces to post and hopefully a good group of pictures from a day spent wandering around southern Manhattan. These would all be up now, if it wasn't for that pesky "real life" and that "job" that keep getting in the way...

Anyway, to breathe a little life back into this space, I am posting some scribblings from my notebook. For the sake of using a recognizable label for the googlebots, I will call them poetry. If you don't like that, well, I'm sorry (for you). More will be coming soon, and you can always check my research log, which I update more regularly but less specifically.

There's actually a lot of Kafka up there now, which is strange as I am not a big fan of his novels. But that would explain my recent dream of being caught in the courts system for doing something that I hadn't known was a crime. I was given a summons which I couldn't understand, and was later told by someone who was either Aleister Crowley dressed as a bureaucrat, or my 8th grade history teach (a nice guy who bears no resemblance to Crowley) that "they" were going to be making an example of me. However, my feelings about being "made an example" were more towards boredom than fear, so I'm not too worried about it...

 
 

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  - Tychs: 1-  
 

 

Everyone likes a good panorama. So do I, except that I call them tychs
As in "dyp-" or "trip-".

Yeah, I know that's technically not correct, but fuck it. I like the word.

Here's a few I've put together over the years, from HK,
the Chelsea Art District, Roosevelt Island, and my bedroom window.


 
 

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  - Sakura Festival '08 -  
 

 

As promised long ago after that vote I held, here is the second requested group of older images.
These are all from the Sakura Festival at the Brooklyn Botanic Gardens.

 

 
 

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  - Late June -  
 

 

More recent random photos, from a walk around the Chelsea Art Galleries,
and a walk along the Brooklyn Promanade on a different day.

Wish I had written down the names of the artists and the galleries I took these at...
I think that cat image is by ElboeToe, and the first one might be a Swoon piece.
Funny, it's the street art that I remember, more than the gallery pieces.


 
 

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  - Links? -  
 

 

So apparently there is a different between ".jpg" and ".JPG". A link with one will not open a file with the other...

Well, that's all fixed now. All the recent photography is now actually viewable.

My apologies for the lack of professionalism...


 
 

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  - The Roof is on Fire -  
 

 

Some photos from my rooftop. The sun and the clouds in New York lately have been amazing.
Plus, I am apparently under a major flight-path for La Guardia airport...

   

 
 

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  - Untitled 5 -  
 

Here is some new artwork. I did all five one after another, and I like the way they play off each other.


untitled 1


untitled 2


untitled 3


untitled 4

untitled 5
All are : 8" x 8" @ 400dpi

 
 

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  - Essay 1: Icebergs -  
 


I heard the relationship between the conscious mind and the unconscious mind described as an iceberg:

The part above the water is the conscious mind, the part below (which we cannot see) is the unconscious, and the iceberg as a whole functions as the total self. This metaphor is usually used to show that there is much more to our “self” than what is contained within our conscious awareness.

What I want to do is examine this iceberg-as-self metaphor and see how much farther I can go with it. To take the first step, I would like to point out that the iceberg is floating in water, and that the iceberg is also made up of water.

So, to expand the metaphor, what is it that the self floats in? I would say it floats in the world, in reality, this present point in the space-time continuum. Reality washes around us just as the water washes around that iceberg. And just as the iceberg is made up of frozen water, so too can the self be seen as made up of frozen moments of reality, in the form our memories.

Once we have captured them, these frozen moments no longer come and go, no longer coalesce around us and fade away. We chose to retain these memories as parts of our self, for whatever reason, and we cannot, or will not, let them go. And so, just as frozen water makes up an iceberg, these frozen waves of reality make up what we think of as our “self“.

Contained in our conscious mind are the memories of which we are aware, and like the top of the iceberg, they float above the watery reality that washes around us, because reality can only touch our conscious mind at the waterline of the 5 senses.

Below the conscious mind is the unconscious mind, supporting our consciousness within the wash of reality. The unconscious mind is larger then the conscious mind, in order to act as a counter-weight to keep the conscious mind afloat amidst the moving waves. Since it is in such intimate contact with these waves, the unconscious mind is much more aware of their movements than our conscious mind ever is, and it reacts to them more strongly, to counteract the pressures they exert upon the self.

Yet in the end, the conscious and the unconscious are both parts of the whole self, separate and distinct from reality, and both are moved back and forth upon its waves.

I can hear a complaint: “But my conscious mind also includes the things around me. I look up and I am conscious of that tree standing outside my window.” But really, although you see this ‘tree‘, the only reason you recognize it as a ‘tree’ is because of the frozen moment of time when you, as a child, asked “what is that?” and someone replied “it is a tree”.

So the iceberg metaphor has been extended to suggest a self made up of frozen moments of reality, floating on (and within) an ever changing sea of reality. We pick up impressions and memories as we go along, and that‘s pretty much all there is to it.

But really, do we only consist of frozen memories carried through time? Are we mere gatherers of information, recorders and aggregates of what we have seen and experienced?

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